“I have nothing to hide”: Jennifer aniston starred in a candid photo shoot and spoke about infertility (8 photos)

Jennifer Aniston bares her body and soul in a new interview for Allure magazine. The 53-year-old actress was photographed in a tiny wearing a Chanel bra and opened up about her struggle with infertility.





Aniston admitted in an interview that she regrets not froze her eggs when she was younger and said that "threw all her strength" to fight infertility, including artificial insemination (IVF) and "drank Chinese teas" in a desperate trying to get pregnant.

She also denied rumors that one of her ex-husbands is she was married to Brad Pitt and Justin Theroux - allegedly divorced her due to the fact that she could not bear him a child, noting that endless rumors about her personal life only aggravated the situation.



“I tried to get pregnant. It was a difficult path for me, the path to childbirth,” she said of her experience with IVF, which, as notes the magazine, she tried "a few years ago". - All these years, years and years of speculation… It was really hard. I resorted to IVF, drinking Chinese teas, whatever. I threw all my strength into it."

The actress added that she regrets that no one advised her freeze eggs when she was younger, but now she's resigned to the fact that she would never be able to conceive children.

"I'd give anything for someone to tell me, 'Freeze their eggs. Do yourself a favor." You're just not talking about this you think. And here I am. The train has left,” she said.

Aniston, who for ten years from 1994 to 2004 starred in popular sitcom Friends, admitted that she was too focused in your career to think about what it might be like in the future wants to settle down and have kids. At the same time, she endured constant attacks and criticism due to the fact that she did not become pregnant during her five-year marriage to Pitt.

“I was only interested in my career. And God forbid to be successful woman without a child, said Aniston in an interview. - And the reason on which my husband left me, why we broke up and tore our marriage, of course, consisted in the fact that I did not bear him a child. it an absolute lie. Now I have nothing to hide."



The same close attention of critics awaited her during her marriage. with Justin Theroux, and after their breakup in 2017, similar rumors that one of the reasons for their separation was her inability to have children. In February 2018, a few months after their divorce became known, People magazine reported that the couple had no success tried to have children, and one source said Jennifer was "sad it didn’t work out for them, but she was never obsessed with it.”

In an interview with Allure, the actress said that she has come to terms with the fact that she will not have children, noting that in fact she feels some "Relief" that the possibility of having children no longer hangs above it as an infinite "maybe".

With age, Aniston got a newfound feeling self-confidence, and the actress said that she no longer cares that people think or talk about it, largely because of the difficulties which she encountered at the age of 30-40 years.

“I will say that in my 30-40 years I went through really difficult [times], and without it, I would never have become what I always was supposed to be be,” she explained.

“That’s why I’m so grateful for all these [hardships]. Otherwise If I did, I would be stuck in the role of a person who was so scared, so nervous, so unsure of who he is. BUT Now I just [don't care]."



Jennifer added that she "feels best with who is today,” explaining that she had learned to stop “telling myself [nasty things]."

The actress explained that she went through a difficult period and only is now "returning to the light" - having done some "work on himself, which has been brewing for a long time, ”and having solved the problems that have been with her since childhood.

Jennifer also hinted that she might one day write a book about her long struggle with infertility - what she hid from the world in for many years because of the need to "protect" themselves and their history.

“One day I will write a book,” she said. - I'll stop talking. "I can't write." I have defended my IVF story for so many years. I just I guard these parts because I feel that I have very little in my life that I can only keep to myself. The world creates narratives that are not true, so why not say the truth. I feel like I'm coming out of hibernation. I have nothing to hide".



Jennifer's revelations about her infertility come 17 years later after she split from Brad Pitt after five years of marriage, during which flurries of rumors fell upon her about why the spouses will never have children. Jennifer married a second time after how she broke up with Brad, with whom she "remains close friends through this day", tying the knot with actor Justin Theroux in August 2015 after four years in a relationship, but two years later the spouses divorced.

Since then, Jennifer has not been in a public relationship - instead of this, she starred and acted as a producer a lot, and also launched own hair care brand LolaVie. However, the actress says that does not give up on love completely. She told the publication that, although she "loves the relationship", she is "not interested", but admits that in In this case, he prefers to take a “never say never” position. By in her words, the work on herself that she has done lately, much better prepared her for a potential romance, while the actress noted that she did not want to enter into a relationship with anyone until "will do some of the work."






During the interview, the Friends star also spoke about her difficult relationship with parents. Her father John and mother Nancy were also actors and divorced when she was nine, which, according to her, was given her mom is having a hard time. “It seems to me that the divorce really knocked down my mother,” she said. - At that time there was no such thing, they say, "Go to a psychologist, talk to someone. Maybe try microdosing? You just you go through life and raise your child with tears on your face, and no one doesn't help you."

Jennifer previously revealed during a conversation with Sandra Bullock that grew up "watching grown-ups treat each other badly" in "a destabilized home that didn't seem safe."

She also said in an interview with Elle that her childhood was "difficult", and remembered how one day she came home and found out that her father suddenly moved out. She also said that her mother gave her "deep injury" because she was very strict about her appearance. After In 1999, her mother released a memoir titled From Mother and Daughter to friends: a memoir, in which she shared intimate details about Jennifer's childhood and their relationship, they did not communicate for the next 15 years.



But now Jennifer said in an interview with Allure that at the end finally “forgave” both her mother, who died in May 2016, and her father.

“It's important,” she said of forgiveness. - It's toxic, keep it in this resentment, this anger. I realized this by watching my mother, who is so didn't let them go. I remember saying, "Thank you for showing me what no one should ever become." That's what I mean by the darkest things that happen in our lives, oh not so happy moments, and about trying to find a place in yourself to honor them for what they give us.

Jennifer also commented on the changes in Hollywood: the actress it seems as if real "movie stars" no longer exist in the industry there was no more of the "fun" she was used to. "I think that he's dying, she said. There are no more movie stars. No more glamour. Even Oscar parties used to be like this cheerful..."